Look Who's back!

Not paying that much of attention during worship yesterday. Maybe was thinking what to eat for lunch. Lol. Mel's spaghetti is awesome! About 2pm we went to fetch Jacky who's JUST came back from Singapore. Headed to De Pastry Chef for lunch then.

Chocolate Oreo pudding

Fruit tarts and choc mousse.

Today >>>

Woke up about 9am, went to fetch Jacky & yeong mean.

Dim Sum for breakfast! Typical chinese. Lol

Yeong mean & Jacky

David : Which one should I eat 1st? I know! I wanna eat everything!

Haha

After breakfast >>>

David headed back for classes.

While I skipped today classes and became their driver-of-the-day.

Time to chop your hair before going back to singapore! Wahaha

Before ...

And after... Lol

Went Jusco for some groceries shopping.

Headed to e-curve for movie. I wanted to watch Nightmare on the Elm Street but its like 6.40pm. So we go for "Shrek : Forever after". Haha quiet funny. I like those baby-dragon-donkeys!!!! So cute wei. Oh, I asked about the maxis ivalue plan in Maxis. hmmm... I think the new promotion worth. I'll give it a shot, gonna ask mummy tonight. Well depends her mood 1st.

After movie >>>

The movie ended around 3 smth, we went Ikea for MORE meatballs! Cant believe I'm having meatballs & Diam cake again for the 3rd time in two weeks.

It was their 1st time having meatballs, they like it! =)

After lunch >>>

We did a little shopping in Ikano, brands Outlet and Padini. Oh, and he said come out and show me when we went into fitting room. == Who want to show you la. I bought 2 shirts. :D

Marble cheese cake from Hilton Hotel, Singapore.

Jacky bought the whole cake from Singapore and actually brought it back. OMG, I thought Delicious' cheese cake was the best, it all changed the moment I ate this! Hmmm~Thank you Jacky!

Sign. I'm such a good student. This is week 3 and how any classes did I skipped? Or shall I say how many of them did I attend?

I think I've discovered the secret to life: you just hang around til you get used to it.

Sometimes you gotta create what you want to be part of.

XOXO

You know you love me, Phebsy

Its all about L.O.V.E.

Had a great moments with my student this morning during tuition. I'm glad that my students are getting better and better. Lols

Went to studio after that. I cried while recording "Beautiful - Christina Aguilera". It was so emotional. It reminds me of how some people used to treat me like i'm a monster, a weirdo, a freak. Everyone is beautiful in every single way. Define beautiful? Says who 'Beautiful' is angelical face, devilish body? We're all human, how could you hurt others by categorizing them as fat, ugly?!

Then, I was emotional, AGAIN when I sang "Save you - Kelly Clarkson". Oh! I get to sing my idol's songs! "倒带", "妥協" and "假装" - Jolin Tsai. Hmmm... Apparently my whole-time-depression works on these songs. And for me, I've totally no idea where're all these griefs coming from but yea, guess it saved me from being scolded? I'm hungry! Didnt get to eat my lunch. by the time i finish, it was like 6 smth?

The Canadian's son playing PS.

Makan Dinner @ Green Apple, Aman Puri.

Best friends for almost 10 years - Evon.

Nice Food.

And most importantly, they have...

I found myself another job. It start after this sem. Job description - easy! I just need to sing! WeeeEE! But for the coming 2 months have to practice a lot of songs.

XOXO,

You know you love me, Phebsy

Not even a Blink!

I'm so stress out!!! :( I can foreseen myself crying in front of the computer when the day of this sem's result release. for 65% I'm sure i'm gonna F my psy 106 ... Today's class was ... SPEECHLESS.

Beginning of the class
Ms Winnie : First question, blah blah blah...

right after she said all the 5 questions,
Ms Winnie : Ok I'm gonna collect it now from the back. In 10 seconds, pass it to me!

After that, we got ready for lecture, mana tau...
Ms Winnie : ok, here we goes, first question, ...
Everyone were like so nervous of tearing paper.

Then, lecture lecture lecture... EXHAUSTED!
After EXACTLY 15 mins of break
Ms Winnie : First questions....
Just about everyone thought the nightmare is over...There she goes! 3 Quizzes in one lecture!

Its SUPER stressful wei! Dont think I'm gonna make it. Never dare to blink my eyes nor bend my back nor dare to allow myself listen other voices than Ms Winnie's. Sorry Adam that I ignore you several times when you asked my stuffs. Its like she never give us time to THINK! We just need MORE TIME, just ONE MORE MINUTE to think. SigH.....

Well, THANK YOU God for letting Wesak falls on tomorrow. Because I think we all had enough for today. Oh, no one was late or over slept or skip Ms Winnie class. Frankly, I think she's the only lecturer that's capable to make everyone so punctual, quiet and focus in class. Well done Ms Winnie. :D

Since no one wanna join us for the lunch, Me and Keri yi ended up going Ikea dating, yesterday. haha We had so much wei, Meatballs, Sarawak's Nasi lemak, Diam cake. I'm SO GLAD that we ended up shopping and skipped LLS. Now Brands Outlet is my favourite store for Tees! Their Tees = Awesome. I bought this grey-metal tee saying " I always meet Mr. Wrong!" haha We bought a lot of shoes from Vincci! When i mean a lot, I mean A LOT. Especially ker yi! She bought 3 heels and a flat while I bought 2 heels, a sandals and a Tee! :D I told you this and I'm telling you now again, SHOPPING is the BEST medicine of all to cure.

Just right after I reach home, Khim called. And Guess what? We ended up going The curve, which I just went?! Haha, she bought a voice recorder, which I probably going to get one because of Ms Winnie's Fast-foward speaking tone. Its $399 for 2 GB. == I need to get a laptop too, budget $3,000?! And a new camera = $700 and Iphone = $2500. SigH... ... How I wish I'm Lee ka-Shing's granddaughter. (FYI, he's the most richest man in Asia?) If I were, I get to fly to any country and chose any University to study in without a thought! Unlike now. SigH... be happy Phoebe! You're one lucky kid, you know there's so many people in the world that dont even get the chance to do whatever you're doing right now?! Be satisfy. hmmm...

Heard a friend saying about his ex today. I think he's very pain lo. That girl a memang cruel one la. Its ok, she moved on, you should too. Get a better one and show off to her next time. In her face man! Sometimes life has to break us down, for us to grow stronger, learn more, think harder. For you, sya and for me.

Suddenly a lot fo people come to me for jobs a. Guess everyone knows I'm a workoholic so probably think that i have tons of part-time jobs? haaha mmm so good these people can work and earn $$. My one income isnt enough la. If this isnt a short sem I would have work for more than one job. Money Money Money come come come to mummy mummy mummy.

I'm a person who builds friendship slowly but when I make a true friend...I'm there for them always and for a life time, all the time. Thank you for appreciating me, friends! :D

XOXO
You know you love me, Phebsy

Bitterness

Bitterness is like drinking poison and waiting for the right person to die for. Not everyone got it right. And when you die for the people who wont even stand up for you, it's all worthless.

She worked so hard to put all the pieces together, even it means cutting herself accidentally while picking up those pieces of glasses.Then, she realized that no one cares anyway cause she's nothing matters for anyone. She started building walls against people and rejected them out of the gate. She pretended to be strong because it's the only thing she can do to gain back her dignity.

Meatballs!

Friday.
OMG, what a class. Totally dry my brain, and my eyes never blink for 3 hours, literally. haha

After class, sat the bus to main block. Then, kevin was chasing the bus! I was sitting beside, and saw him running all the way. I thought he was going to run back to main block. Wow, those girls in the bus were like "OMG, its kevin! He's running, so cute la!" == Then the driver stopped and he came up to the bus. Then, those girls were saying stuffs like "I like him, he's kinda cute!" == haha I didnt know he have so many admires. When i walk to my car, kevin thought i was stalking him because I was following him. Come on la, my car was besides his, he think too much.

Meet with derek and fang. We went The curve to makan. As usual, I had my favorite meatballs and diam cake! hmmm~~ still not satisfy! Accompany Derek for shopping. He boughht shoes and football. We were so wrong the whole night wei! Everyone minds' dirty. Derek wanted to eat the Ikea hotdog, and we went the wrong way. I said I dont play football, i play other balls, and we went the wrong wrong wrong way again. Fang was checking out a hot guy, then i said he got baby face. Fang said oh i did see the face, i see the... "so you normally check out the chest 1st is it? I said,hahahaha. The night was so funny and tired.

Went to some showrooms with mommy today to check out some of the cars she plan to buy, and also the car that she wanted to buy for me -- Alza. Tiring.

XOXO
You know you love me, Phebs

Who's the man?!

We all heard crazy stories about this woman. But seriously? OMG, thank God it's just that 7 weeks.

I'm talking about the "PMS & OCD" lecturer of psychology dept, probably of HELP University. (We all know who's that)
She can talk very fast and then soft, ended up she's like talking to herself. Everyone's so quiet in the class wei! No one is sleeping. Everyone sitting up straight, doing notes and focusing! Oh, i just screwed my very 1st quiz! Its begining of the class, of everything start. She just came in and said QUIZ, without even telling us her name. == Cant believe i'll be having quiz each time i go into class. But I kinda like the way she teach. :)

I hate mass com. I dislike my group. I dont know everyone except Rachel, who got regret too for joining in that group. Can I change to business or something else? worse come IT la, i seriously dont feel like taking mass com as my elective. SigHhhh.........I even slept in the class y'day. Trust me, i'm the 1st person that slept in the 1st class. haha. Wait la, in few weeks time, when everyone get use to the class and lec, people will sleep.

Oh, I had chillax, after so many weeks already. haha down when the waitress said can not change my fries to mash potato. Ker yi's nail = bling bling bling! haha. Fawn's hair = Wu....
Feel like coloring my hair too, but no! My future kids came 1st. I dont want my kid to get some weird illness. haha Stupid. Better buy a wig. haha

I'm glad that Megan fox is no more in transformer 3, but isnt Gemma Arterton kinda old for Shia's age??? Whatever. WEEEeee... Going out today and tomorrow night! Though there's a lot fo works, but PLAY 1st! Fun is what make everything matters. haha

XOXO
You know you love me, Phebs.

The Short Sem

Y'day was my last day of work.
HEAVY rain. Hahaha was a bit JAM, but still slow moving. We went DaoRae for dinner.





Kher ye posing. Kawaii



Yum Yum.

OMG! I tell you, This "shun-do-bu-chi-ku" is a must to order! Especially in a rainy and coldzy night.

Mei thin! Longgg time didnt see her ady.

Kher Ys & Mei thin's favorite.

So FULL man.

Went for the morning class today. Bored. I dont like my group. We're the left out and therefore we formed a new group. ==

Come back home cause its a 6 hours break till the next class. Plus, I was kinda sick. Been sleeping from 11am-6pm. Then kher ye called. OMG, i was suppose to fetch her and meng chun. I checked my alarm, it was suppose to wake me at 3.30pm not 3.30am! I missed the lls class.

Anyway, put on double-signal and speed to mont kiara to fetch kher ye and meng chun. Again, its JAM at damansara. I just hope all the cars can fly. The roads just isnt enough for everyone!!!

Dont really like intro to mass com, but cant take sociology. Heard it's quiet hard, plus its a short sem, you want me die is it. SigH..... I miss working.

I wanna go SHOPPING!

XOXO

You know you love me, Phebs

Some random weekend

Saturday, after work.

Makan @ sushi king with catherine and her China-Korean friend.

She's kinda cute, dont you think? haha

Sunday, after youth.

David, Khim and mia have our lunch @ shabu shabu. Some random tagged along. == Lost my appetite.

Then we went Starbucks and saw...

Henry Xu bin Wen. Local artist and singer.

Afterward, went David's shop to yam cha and chat till eve.

There goes my last weekend of hols.

Planned to skip monday and tuesday's class since it's just like first week of the sem. Plus, I have better stuff to do - WORK! haha

XOXO

You know you love me, Phebs

This is the day

This is the day when thousands of people died and diasppeared. Not all people, JUST the chinese and a few of indians. The malays killed our ancestors with no reasons, no mercy. They killed teh chinese in the cinema, at mamak, on the road. There were folks, teens, children and woman, and the malay killed them all. Our ancestors had no way to escaped. Thousands of bodies were painted in black and buried together. Gov't kill whoever walk out of the house at nights.

This day was what made today's malaysia.

" There is no one righteous, not even one;

there is no one who understands,

no one who seeks God.

All have turned away,

they have together become worthless;

there is no one who does good, not even one.

Their throats are open graves;

their tongues practice deceit.

The poision of vipers is on their lips.

Their mouth are full of cursing and bitterness.

Their feet are swift to shed blood;

ruin and misery mark their way,

and the way of peace they do not know.

There is no fear of God before their eyes."

~ Romans 3: 10-18

People, remembering what they did to our ancestors but not revenge. For whatever we're doing right now, God's watching. He knows the best, and He'll never let anyone escape from practicing evilism. For God does not show favoritism.

XOXO

"Be alert" Phebs

It was never easy

Every time I looked at you, my heart tear apart, bit by bit.
I reply a smile, reluctantly.

That day when I leave you, I cried so badly. Because I knew, you wanted to say that same thing that i did. It just that I got the chance to say it first. It came without warning and it tore my heart in two. The perfect life I thought I had was nothing without you. My eyes are wet with sorrow and my body are fill with pain. The life I’d planned for you and I could never be the same.

You have no idea how painful it is, no one knows. People see me changing. People saw me crying. People know i'm suffering. They said nothing cause they dont know what to say, cause they dont know how painful was that.

"I Love you" was what you said and we promised to be together forever, for better or worse. I gave you my heart, but you broke it, you smashed it heartlessly. People said I should move on, I did. I did tried. But everytime when my wound almost heal, you showed up and cut my heart deeper.

I saw the photos of you in facebook. I saw you at college, laughing like there's no tomorrow.
I can still hear broken sounds everytime you walk passed me.
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

What I did to my parents these passed months, to my friends. Being cruel, cold, aggresive, and heartless. Its unforgivable. Basically, its like living a dead life. Its not the end of the world, I should stop this behavor. I should stop hurting myself and people around me for someone that doesnt appreciate me as much as my friends did.

It's time, Phoebe. Time to let go, something. You can never let go all the feelings, but you have to let go of him. This is the last time I cry for you, goodbye BJ.


XOXO
Grow up, Phebs

What we did!

Day 1

The driver - Adam

The planner - Rachel

MiA!

The followers - Faiz, Pheoris, Fawn & Adri

We reached Permai! Mia, Adam & Fawn

Play cards. Wanted to go strawberry farm but rainned.

Eve sports.

The Game of Life.

The " HELLO JACK!" game

Day 2

Weee! After breakfast. Faiz drived everyone to genting.

Doing research! i wanna play everything!

Mia and Rachel!


Pheoric, fawn, adri, faiz, phoebe & Rachel

Energizer ambassadors. haha

Charlie Angels. Bang Bang!

HELLO JACK again. Lol

CANT BREATHE!

in the london bus

Packing! rachel looked like chopping. haha

U sure this is moulding adam?

4D motion - haunted house

Mia and Fawn!

Day 1 & 2 - Night

11 pm. Adri mixing - tequila. Whisky. soft drinks

Tequila mixed something something

12 am. Adam turned red. and Fawn turned purple.

2am. Kena punished. == FYI, that's toothpaste.

3.30 am - online, fb-ing, youtube.

4am in the morning. ==

Day 3

Bye-bye!

everyone woke up late, except pheoric. haha didnt get to go strawberry farm.

I had so much fun in genting, and i'm glad that i got closer with everyone else. I'm glad that i opened up. =) Thank you everyone!

In the car - back KL

There's many snacks left, so we played...

The "Funny-Bunny" game. ==

Stuff as much as mashmarrow into your mouth. Keep it in your mouth and no chewing. The one have the most win. ==

Adam, rachel and me went kepong for lunch and dessert in milk wheel.

Adam and rachel fetched me home and visited my Feefee!

Reached home @ 5pm.

Bath and go out. Went David's place.

David fetch me to Mel's house for dinner.

Playing with the kids in Mel's house.

Thanks for the dinner Mel! It was just simple and nice! =)

XOXO
You know you love me, Phoebe Lee