I'll miss 2010

I was too naive to think that bubble can makes me happy when things like these happen to me on the last day of 2010. I'm lost and have no idea what should i do with my best friends and my family.



wondering around desa park cit for few hours. It was pointless. Everyone was so joyful and can't wait for the countdown, and there I was. Standing in the middle like no body. The fireworks was really really beautiful, guess they spent hundreds millions in it? I cried while people cheering for fireworks and for the new year. I was looking at the fireworks and cried in the middle of millions people. I was talking to God, why are these happening to me? on this day? can't it wait till next week?? I got nothing from the God but just fireworks and noises.

Went to 7-eleven to grab something. I need to drunk myself. I need a shoulder, need someone to talk to, need love, need someone to make me laugh, need someone to tell me that- Its okay to cry it out loud....

XOXO
Not a so-good- starting for 2011 :(

She's happy! =)

On the actual date of my birthday:
We went Tao's in Sunway Giza for dinner.


Mr Reddy from Rachel and Adam!








Who was there?
Ker chi, Sally, Me, Pheoric, Faiz, Fawn, Adri, Rachel, Adam and Ker yi!


Thank you so much everyone! =)



Days before the actual date of my birthday:
Couples of the bffs showed up in my house and gave me a surprise!


Love the surprise! Love the cake! Love the presents! Love you all!



A meet with Pei fang at 1u for Rapunzel and lunch!




Makan @ New york New york. Yum yum.

Its coming to the end of the 2010. This year, I joined psy and just finished my 1st year. This year, I went Genting for the 1st time. This year, I broke up with a man that I'm still in love with. This year, learned through ups and downs. This year, I have an aim for next year. This year, I gotta pick up the burdens and be independent with my own life. This year is coming to an end, so don't let the shadows of yesterday spoil the sunshine of tomorrow! Live as if thats all you have and you'll appreciate life and enjoy with full of it.

XOXO
I'll miss you 2010, Phebsy

This is all about Him

Merry Merry people! Christmas is around the corner. Apparently, this is the most busiest week and most expensive week of the year! I'm officially BROKED! ==""" Been going out everyday to hunt for presents and having dates all the time. My tight schedule is full with appointments. Anyway, I've prepared all the presents I needed for my friends and family, have you? Dont forget its a season of sharing and loves! Don't be shy, and go spread it out! Candy cane counts too!



Its also "Tong Zi" tomorrow! Meaning i gotta eat "Tong Yuan" (Gluntinous rice dumpling)! I was making tong yuan just now, from mixing flour and flavors to stuffing brown sugar in it. and to be honest, I actually like this! Tong yuan have always been my favorite dessert of all. Don't you just love it when you see that bowl of colorful gluntinous rice dumpling?! Its irresistible! =) hahahha

XOXO Merry merry, Phebsy

Appreciate II

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To: Ker Yi
Thanks so much for the present! I definitely love it! Muacks love you!

To: CK
Thanks for the gift from Singapore, thought you're still holding it for no reason?! ==

To: Jane
Thanks for going shopping with me, and that dress! I like it! =)

To: Keat, JG, Momo, Lai ping, Chun lin...
Thanks for celebrating my birthday at Chili's! Though it almost killed me ( we ordered too much).

To: God
Thanks for giving me such a wonderful and meaningful birthday! I enjoyed very much! And thanks for giving me life and chance to live in this world.


XOXO
I know you love me, Phebsy

An Email to God

Dear God,

Please tell me what to do, how to be. I'm lost. I thought I have done my best for the youth. I'm in pain, please take away this miserable.

I just dont understand why!!!!
Why 'he' can just left his shit there and I need to clean it up at the end?!
Why 'he' can just walk away from everything like that?!
Why 'he' dont trust me and refuse to pass the key to me?!!!
... ... ...

I just dont get it?!!! and yet i'm pissed! Please water me, God.

Sincerely,
Your very upset daughter, Phebsy

Appreciate

Definitely Best birthday EVER!

Thanks to everyone who make my day! =)

To: Ker yi, Ker chi, Ging, Fawn, Rachel, Adri, Faiz, Adam, Pheoric, Junn
Thanks for coming to the dinner, for the present, birthday card and cheese cake! Thanks for everything, I really appreciate it a lot!

To: pei fang
Thanks for the present, lunch,movie and teman-ing me the whole day! =)

To: Bffs - Evon, Catherine and Cai yun
Thanks for the surprise party, the choc cheese cake ( i t was yummy btw), the present and everything! =)

To: Rubin, JJ, David, Steven
Thanks for the presents! =) love it.

To : You
Thanks for the cake, present and the hugs. thank you, love you. =)

To : Mummy
Thanks for giving a life, for raising me, for suffering for me, for everything! thank you mummy! love you, as always.

To: Daddy
Thanks for the seafood dinner. For others, you're not sentimental, not gentleman at all, not police, rough, fierce, bad temper and all. For me, you're my dad; you're best dad ever.

To : everyone who wished me through fb/sms/email in person
Thanks, you lighted up my day!

This is not the end. =D

XOXO
To Be Continue...