Bad Day...Bad Week...

Have you ever found yourself wanted to find a hole and hide yourself inside because you did something wrong and you have no idea of it? Today, it was totally....embarrassing? shameful?

Here's what happened.
Me and my friend are working in this hell place called...you know what? I don't even wanna give a damn on it. We've been working in the office for about one year. So cut off all the stories, today when we were about to leave after work, we saw there's foods at the lower foyer. I guess it's for the English debate students from all the high schools. Of course then, we went down and have a look on it. There's like fruit tarts, cheese tarts, mixed tarts, bacon sandwiches and blah blah blah... Then, I came out this stupid idea of taking some of the snacks for my boss, my friend warned me but I thought it'll be fine.

After I got all the foods, wanted to head to the office, my boss' colleague stop us and hold our arms VERY VERY tight! She was saying "girls, you cant take this foods, its for VIP, if you want, go the student's area and take! This foods is just for the VIPs." We just said "But it's was for our boss." I thought she'll just let go of us but guess what she said? "I don't care! Still, you guys can not take that! It's just for the VIPs!!! Now go go GO! The Tan Sri is looking!!! Faster Go NOW!!!"
OH MY GOODNESS!!!! I've never been treated like that before!!! What?! You treat us like beggars?!!! We told our boss and she said it'll be fine. She'll talk for us. But still, it's so shameful!!! I mean there's a lot of people there, and she just pulled us out and scold us in front of everyone?!! And just throw us out by yelling "Go Go faster Go NOW??!!", treat us like dogs? Yea, we're part-timers, but part-timer not human? part-timer don't have feelings? Oh God....

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Few days back, lunch break, after we had finish our lunch at Ali Maju, we went Mama's Kitchen to "da pao" (take-away) for our boss, since she's not going out for lunch we'll just have to bring it in for her. Then, we went Starbucks. While walking towards to order our drinks, we even haven't stop at the counter, that skinny-she male look-weirdo starbucks staff said to us "You'll have to sit outside". I didnt get what he mean at first, but my friend did. Then my friend just said "Owh, we're not eating." (with a smiling face on her face) AND... ... That skinny-she male look-weirdo guy said "yea right" (with a unbelievable face). OH MY GOODNESS!!! That was so insulted!!! My friend dragged me out then after we got our drinks. I was so mad man!!! I told my friend that we should sit inside and prove to him that we're NOT EATING!!! Having a "take-over" into starbucks means we'll eat in there?! How rude is he!!! My friend already said "we're not eating here", what else you want? Are you deaf? or do you happened to have some problems in understanding? I just can't believe it, I'm so angry that I think i'm going to talk to the manager. With me and my friend's power could make him loss his job or take down that starbucks for being un-polite/ rude to customers. You never know who are you pissing with and you can't even imagine how powerful is a scandal could be.

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Had the youth meeting on past Sunday. Well, I couldn't say it didn't went well, compare to the past, yeah, i guess this time was pretty okay. It's just that I wasn't really happy about something that some people had said to me. But never mind, cause i realize whatever I touch, I did, I said... Its all wrong. So, I'll just accept it, keep it, and zip my mouth about it, no matters its my fault or not. God knows the best. God's watching.

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So, I'm new here (Blog), so of course I go and view all my friends blog. It so happened that I saw the dude which I used to like him so deeply, in one of my friends' friends' peers list. Therefore I just so in and view through all the post he wrote. And my heart stopped, when I saw he mentioned about me! Oh God, I never knew he'll talked about me in his blog!!! BUT, as i scan through, his post was just....seriously, I couldn't believe I fell in love to this dude. Thank God I give him up not long ago. People warned me about him, says he's not good. Now I believe them. Guys, sorry for not listening.

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Just came back from the fellowship in Victor's house, same thing, same attitude, same question... I think for them, its pretty hard to understand what's other people is going through, hard to understand people's situation.

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Mel asked : Is this what you really want? Are you happy?
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