Be Fair to me

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just JERKS!

I was being nice, after what you've did to me. I forgive upon those hurts you made to me, and I suggested to celebrate your birthday. You rejected me but saying yes to her when she come up with the same idea that I did?!!

WTH?! Seriously, GO TO HELL!

Sometimes, I really really dont understand. Do face really matters that much?! Of all the things you've done, others did were related to my face and body size. Of all these years, people dicriminate me. So fat people dont deserve to be appreciate? Does it always have to be so cruel to me? Why am I the one? Why me? Answer me, WHY ME???

I was told the world wasnt fair. But I deserve more than these.

Sometimes, it just doesnt make sense. Of all the photos you uploaded, none of them have me in it. Its all the rest of the girls. Define beauty to me. Says who beuty have to be sexy, angelic face, the S body? Define sexy. How sexy is sexy? "How you do measure sexy? and says who size S is slim and Size XL is fat?! What's fat? More than 40kg? more than 50kg?!

I was told the world is bias. But I just want everyone to be fair to me.

Tell me how am I suppose to feel. TELL ME.
Be calm? Chill?!
If you've been treated like a monster for 20 years, try to be calm.

The world tell me that I'm not pretty enough, that I'm not slim enough.
The world tell me that people love you for who you are, inside of you.

I'm telling the world, SHUT UP.
just shut your damn mouth! I had enough.