That's effort

I ran slower than others, but its okay.
Like others, I finished my loops just that I need more time to ran.
Unlike others, I enjoy the journey by observing the surroundings and the people.
Unlike others, I jog with a smile on my face.

Been jogging for about 2 months.
I started with heartache, and breathless after running for few loops.
Now, I can jog for 5 loops, non-stop with no heartache and I do normal breathe.

Raise your cup, for my determination and my journey of losing 20 kgs!

XOXO
you know I can make it there, Phebsy

The feeling of getting stuck

Can I have a birthday cake this year, Please please please???

I'm fully booked (almost) for dec, the month of the year that I could celebrate like no body's business! My birthday is just around the corner and I have tons of dates with tons of people! Hahaha starting from this wed - Lunch @ Daorae! One of my favorite korean restaurant! My Bffs have no plans for me yet. However, I smell something fishy going on. Hopefully, its a surprise party!!! hahaha I'm in hallucination! I love my birthday! the month of the year I get to wish for anything I like, almost! hahha I love to look at a table of presents that friends gave with wishes! Stay tune for more info of my coming birthday parties!
A girl who just can't wait for her candy cane

XOXO You know you love me, Phebsy

I just want everyone to have a good Christmas. What wrongs had I did to get myself into this mess?

It was numb, till I pulled the trigger. I smell something. I sense something moving downwards from the head. I feel the world's spinning and I allow myself spin by the world.

One said : Its hard to make everyone happy; You cant make everyone like you.

Guess this saying is quiet true.

I dont understand, what's so hard about it?
I dont understand, why you don't get it?
I dont understand, how can you make it look like I cause all these dramatic events.
I dont understand, I just want to make everyone happy. Christmas is a season of sharing, isn't it? How it ended up like that?

I dont understand.

All the arrows are pointed at me, all the blame. Was I wrong? Cause it looks like I did something I shouldn't be.

I'm lost.

Can't Wait For it!

Heart every bits of it!

XOXO
You know you love me!

Dont stop me

Mom, You really need to start believing your only daughter and stop judging her every single move.

I'm not kids anymore. I get it! You just too love me and over protective, but mum you have to let go at some certain time right? Just start letting go now.

That's my dream and if it takes what ever it need to become real, I'll do it - with or without your support. I'm hurt because you're not with me doing what I like, indeed you're opposing. But I'll still move on and one day you'll see why I hang on.

XOXO
Dream, Phebsy