Hero

There's a Hero inside of me, I believe it so.

Fruitarian for breakfast.

Vegetarian for dinners.

Yoga for Mondays.

Jogging for Mondays, Wednesdays & Fridays.

Time will show that my efforts worth.

XOXO
Run Phoebe Run.

Dont say

Apologies mean nothing when the damage is done. So, forget about saying sorry, because I'll remember these hurts for the rest of my life. If you're asking am I capable of that, I am! I already did for the past 20 years!

Feeling Good!

It's been almost 2 weeks and I already feel good.

I'm gonna continue this until I look smoky hot. Yes, I did said smoky hot.

You might be laughing and say OMG is this fatty hearing herself?

I know what I'm doing, and its gonna work this time, I'm sure of it.

For those guys that never lay their eyes on me before, screw you all! You're gonna so damn regret. I'm serious!

XOXO
She's gonna make it, Phebs

Guess What???

YES! I'm on diet.

Because of you. Because of what you said to me.

I've made up my mind, losing weights!

Target = bye bye to 15kgs!

Wish me Luck!



XOXO
Dont try to seduce me, Phebsy

When memories flashback, I cried

I thought I wasn't miserable anymore.

I though I had let go and move on.

I thought I was okay all these while ... obviously not.

It feels like you were just standing in front of me, and I was talking to you through the lyrics.

I kept asking God why, but He have not answered my prayer yet.

All I'm asking for is letting go what I used to hold so tightly and mistaken that was my whole life.

Hatred

Today JJ asked : Who you hate the most in this world? Why? And what could they do to ask for forgiveness?

Who: I hate those who had despite me, insulted me, shamed me with harsh words.

Why: They gave me names, make fun of me with no limits, poured water on me, locked me in the toilet, wronged me with things that I did not do, spread rumors of me... They almost killed me, not one time, two times but several times.

Forgiving them or Not: I will never ever forget what these people had done to me. I may forgot their names, but not their faces and the things they did. I'll remember them till the day I die. I'll curse them till I step my feet into the coffin. The kind of damage they caused could never repay in any forms, even they die.

XOXO
God must have hate me, Phebs

The unsual Saturday

Today might just be my favorite working Saturday.

Today might just be the only day that many had praise me.

Today might just be the day we talked the most and laugh at each other stares.

Today was the day that a hot dude asked for my contacts and spent me a drink after work.

Out of sudden, I feel good again. =)