Laugh

HAHAHAHAHAHA....

People tend to laugh at jokes, at people, and at jokes on people.

People like to make fun of me,my size particular. Sometimes, I sucked it up and put on a fake smile and continue to talk with them so that they know I'm OK with it. The other times, I would just force myself to smile and be silence. BUT it was never okay, never will be.

I know this is human nature. But don't you expect me to ignore it because I cant. Because it hurt, badly inside. People just don't get it, "What the big deal?! it was just a joke!". It's not joke anymore when it comes to personal attack.

Don't expect me to get use to these because I'll never will. All these years, it was never easy to pretend like I'm okay.