Smile

Your smile.

I had so much fun in the kitchen today.

We made tiramisu, creme brulee and panna cotta. Er... more like he did the baking and I messed around. haha. But it's really fun. Just both of us. He was so patient while teaching me, explaining me about the recipes and what's what. And that smile of him when I messed up, made me feeling as if I'm in heaven.

That Smile of yours, could have me stay up whole night thinking of it and smiling like an idiot on my bed.

That smile of yours... I like it.

XOXO
Getting started, Phebsy

Crashing Rachel's and kidnapping Chelsea

Guess i'm the only that woke EARLY in the morning and go shopping. hahah

Woke up at 9am, change and prepare, straight away go 1u (without breakfast or a drop of water) because when i woke up this morning, I just know that this have to be the day (so crazy about shopping kan). Within an hour, I bought 2 jeans and a browse from Voir, a pair of sandals and a pair of flats from cotton on, and a party dress from Kitchen. And guess how much all these cost? LESS THAN 150$!!!! Told you its mega sales! hahahaha

Wanted to withdraw money but atm card was deactivated, so when back to RHB branch at HELP. OMGGG took me almost an hour to settle the card stuff!!! Meet with fawn, adam, pheoric, junn and adri and we went to rachel's house.

Ding Dong! Rachel we're crashing your house!!!! hahahhaa

APPARENTLY, she just woke up when Adam called. WHat???? hahaha

Meet ker yi, faiz and justin afterwards.

I had my 1st banana leaf rice today! Awesome! but a bit too much. I HATE bitter grout but the indian fried bitter grout was just nice. I ended up finishing mine, pheoric's and rachel's bitter grout! hahaha

Hang out at Empire then. Nothing much.

Then ker yi and I went shopping at 1u. We go in almost all the shops that have sales! Ker yi bought a nice bargain from Zara! Its super! And I got myself another outfit from Kitchen! =)
we went tesco to get some stuffs and back to Ikea to have our dinner around 10pm. Wanna shop Ikea but almost all the shops are closed. =(

What a happy happy day! :D

XOXO
you know you love me, Phebsy

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I never say this. But now I do.

FUCK you.

You pissed me off, you wouldnt be so lucky next time.

Watch out, Adel! I'm not always on my good side. I can be as evil as ten times you never could have thought of. Do it ONE more time, and your life will be over.

It's Tough

No one know how hard is it. No one bothers to find out.

I struggled holding my tears in, sucking all the pain and forcing myself to smile while serving the foods. My voice was shaking and my eyes were overwhelm with tears to be release out. I can take the busy and crazy work loads. I didnt cry because of the work loads, but because I was blamed for things that I didnt do, for things that I didnt do wrong and for things that others did but the blame were put on me. And I was scolded for being ... Well, it doesnt matter now. I tried explaining, but it's useless.

I cried painfully while driving back home after work, didnt even bother to stay for another minutes there. I yelled while banging my head to the car's window which I cracked it.

I was being wronged and contempt and I cant find anyone to talk to. I feel pathetic.

Bonding Time

I've got my day off today from work, finally.

I woke up early instead sleeping till late noon and have breakfast with mom. We spent 2 hours talking about future and stuffs.

I meet with birdy and kher ye for lunch at Mizi shabu shabu. We shared what happened in our life recently.

I went shopping with kher ye and lotsa laughter and memories came in.

I spent the evening at desa park, walking alone with coffee and just let myself enjoy the grass, the air, the people and everything. It was such a peaceful place, a peaceful moment.

I lay on the swing and just allowed the sun to shines on me. For the first time, I was so enjoy with Mr. Sun. :)

I have a really nice day. I lived as Phoebe Lee today.

He's the one

I'm glad that I stayed back today.

I'm glad that you smiled to me numerous times.

I'm glad that our eyes meet each other.

I'm glad that we talked, like serious talk.

I'm glad that we jokes and laughed together.

I'm glad that we have so many things in common.

There were these moments when we both look at each other for quiet while, and we smiled
, with no talks. As if we already knew what the other're thinking.

There's just a moment, I have this thought coming into my mind that you're just the perfect one for me, the one that God has sent to me, to love me and protect me.

It just seems so right, and I truly hope it works this time.