Je ne savais pas comment j'ai été forte jusqu'à ce qu'il soit fort est la seule option que j'ai maintenant.
Monday, August 29, 2011
Clouds make me Moody
I know what it's like to want to die so badly.
I know how it hurts to force a smile.
I know how you try so bad to fit in but you can't.
I know how you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain on the inside.
I know how hopeless you feel when nobody else stand by you and all they do is watch and laugh. I know how helpless you are to just satisfy everybody's needs and expectations. I know how tiny you felt when you screamed so loud but nobody hears you. I know how painful it's like to work your ass of for something and as return, you got nothing.
I screwed up things very often and I'm started to think that I was born to lose. It's hard to live in a world that I could never ever fit in and giving up seems like the easiest way. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know who am I, anymore.